forgotten about you...

hahaha.. my blog lah.. who else?

wow, totally forgotten i have a blog. Must be too caught up with everything that has happened. Work was quite crazy, preparing for wedding was quite crazy too but the results and the outcome was satisfying enough and I do hope Aaron and Joyce really enjoy themselves yesterday. Hmm.. where should i start...

let's go back to friday...
well, got to work about 8+. Nothing much to do at work coz I was actually asked to attend a meeting at KLCC 29th floor, Microsoft office. After entering the office, I now know what an office should really be like. Colors everywhere, cafe, nasi lemak, sofa, Xbox?, hahaha... now that's working with an attitude. how I wish my office was like that.. after meeting, makaned at Wisma Central which is becoming quite popular in my lunch place list when i'm in KL. After makaned, dissapeared around 3pm. Supposed to help out in the decoration and stuffs but was a little sick so decided to have a short nap. Dinner was superb that night coz we had a Koinonia reunion. Makaned at Jo's Restaurant. Well, actually I opened it wan, din tell everyone only. Hahahha. Just kidding.

dinner was cut short coz we have to run through the wedding rehearsal and we needed it to end early coz the next day was the big day already. So rehearsal was smooth and we ended about 10pm. After that, mamak with the guys. hmm.. which really makes me think. Back in melbourne, definitely there's someone carrying a camera wherever we went, that explains the 10000's of photos I have from Melbourne. I'm going to start of that trend again. Capturing all the wonderful moments I have with all my pals and uploading them all to facebook. Abit dissapointed/sad coz the photos for the past 3 years mostly were taken with her and of course posting it in facebook would make her angry I guess.. well, so have to take more photos from now on.. hahaha

saturday was an extreme day for me...
started out at about 8am... got to church, opened the doors, etc. Turn on the music and just chilled till about 815am when the florists brought fresh flowers for deco. Lepak there till about 930am then ppl started coming. Every single wedding in church either prior to or during, sure one song will be played and it has brings back lots and lots of memories when I'm with her. Steven Curtis Chapman's I will be here... nice song, super lovely type.. hahaha. Anyway, after that the people started coming in and things get more and more heavy on me but it was fun. Especially when Uncle Thea keeps smiling non-stop. I'm sure he's super happy coz he smiled from 10am till 10pm. Hahaha. The ceremony was good. I was super nervous being the emcee and also thinking what was left out the whole time. Every single minute I was asking God for more grace and wisdom to plan and to remember.. Thank God He was there all the time. After the ceremony, went over to Aaron's to pick up some beer and wine to be brought over to Tai Thong. Thank God for Anthony's storm, we can put all of it in one go. Reached tai thong and after unloading, it rained cats and dogs.. hahaha super funny putting that in a sentence. Anyway, again it was all God's timing. Not letting it rain a few minutes earlier or else all the wine and beer will be wet. After the transporting, went home and was dead tired... after showering, collapsed on my bed and slept for about 45 minutes. Dreamt a sweet dream too... hahaha duwan to share.
Was awaken by an sms by Kelvin and then I rushed to change and drove out to pick him up. We got to the restaurant about 530pm and the cham cha session has already begun. Kelvin started video-ing and I went to look for the restaurant manager to get him to arrange seatings, songs for walking in, vegetarian meals, baby-chairs, wine pouring, sequence of events... etc. Wow, lots of things to plan ok for wedding. I think God is preparing me to throw a superb wedding celebration for my own in the future. hahaha. Not too sure how long more lah.. all in His time.

during the entire dinner, I think my table (all ex-Seafieldians) were the noisiest and craziest but it was so good catching up with all of them. We drank almost one carton of beer and was half cuckoo already by the end of the dinner. Dinner ended about 11+pm and everyone wanted to go karaoke which is just 1 floor up. The gang went up to get a room first while I was packing up and making sure everything was done properly at the end. Went up 10 mins later and not knowing which room they were in, told the receptionist that there was big crowd who just came up and the waiter brought me from room to room and I was laughing all the way coz it was all the wrong room. Decided to call jiawei and to my surprised, they were all downstairs waiting for me... argh!! hahaha.

we went over K3K benta kaya for supper to wait till 12am coz neway a little cheaper after 12. Had a crazy time crossing the road and CheeWai was already more than half cuckoo... hahaha. Enjoyed the brief coffee session at K3K and proceeded to Karaoke there after.

Went in and immediately wanted to sleep coz the sight of the comfy sofa was too captivating.. hahaha. but ended up singing almost all the songs coz somehow karaoke songs are very suitable for heartbroken people... songs like... All by myself, Unbreak my heart, Feelings, quit playing games with my heart, Yesterday, etc.. hahaha.. Enjoyed the singing session. Really crazy people but enjoyed thoroughly. Played dice with Alle and made her drink alot.. muahahaha that's classic man.

after karaoke, headed over to jiawei's for football match between holland and russia which of course Russia won... stupid. Now i have to pay for JiaWei's futsal next tuesday. Hahaha. Anyway, everyone was sleeping and not watching so after half time we all decided to go home. KarHeng was way past drunk. Hahaha. Came home about 4+. After changing, washing up, etc... collapsed once more on my bed with lots and lots of happy thoughts. Thanked God for the entired day and told Him my heart's desire and trusting that somehow someway He knows what's best.

Woke up about 1030 this morning and skipped church... super malas. hahaha

went over to YongYi's at about 1pm for worship team gathering and laughed and laughed at games played and was real encouraged by the sharing of the new members who joined. Gathering ended at about 3pm and I came home to sleep again after that... i've been really sleeping alot nowadays i mean after noon naps where I used to tell Leng that long noon naps are no good... hahaha now i'm eating my own words.. kakaka... well, I love sleeping nowadays coz when things in reality are not really what you want sometimes, all you need to do is to sleep and dream and hopefully you manage to dream the dream you wanna dream... understand??

well, a long post to compensate the missing posts for the past few days...

signing off with tiredness but full of joy...

ciaoz.

sleepy at work..

came in work around 10pm.. went for a drink with my colleagues till about 11pm, went up to 23rd floor to meet up with the users i'm supporting. Waited till about 12am for some processes to complete and went out for a drink again.. just got back and here I am blogging at 8th floor. hahaha...

very very sleepy already... another 8 hours to go before I can go home... hopefully all works well and no problem at all. Found myself a PC with full internet access. hahaha can play any games I like while standing by.

orite.. goin to check out what else I can do before going back to 23rd to support the users.

ciaoz...

all in a day's work...

got up at 6am today.. left house before 7 to reach office bout 8am. Stucked in jam for more than an hour. Thank God i don't work in KL all the time. Big problem this morning but luckily solved before the any major issues happened. Tons of big bosses staring and breathing down my neck while problem was being solved. Thank God it was solved. Phew... hahaha

super tired today. Left KL at about 2pm and got to office bout 245pm after stopping by at Dunkin Doughnuts to get my colleagues some makanan after their hard labour everyday. Got some terrible accident happened right in front of my office. Car skidded off the road, knocked down 4 small trees then flew on the lamp post and knocked it down.. driver was unhurt.

left work at about 930pm.. system all okay but application has some issues. Hopefully all okay tomorrow. Going 2 sleep now. Mind can't really think properly already. Haha

alrite..

g'nite
ciaoz.

end of yet another weekend... kan cheong

hahaha..
dunno why suddenly abit kancheong for A&J's wedding. Thinking of whether I forget anything.. hmm.. hopefully and prayerfully all works out fine. 3rd time being wedding coordinator but this time more kan cheong. Got a checklist of things to do but need a checklist for my checklist. Hahaha coz i'm thinking whether or not i've left out things in my checklist.

gonna be busy for this entire week. Work, wedding, etc. Good practise for time management. Cant wait for saturday. Super happy for them and I know they are much more happier. Hahaha. Good good..

going to sleep already. Need all the rest I can get. Need to work in KL this week so I need to wake up extra earlier to beat the jam.

well, that's all. I had a great week followed by a fun weekend. Can't ask for anything better.

have a good week ahead y'all... I know I will..

ciaoz.

2 more to go..

just came home from Sunny's and Sue Huei's wedding. Quite a grand one at Westin. Food pretty alright and live band was good. The lead singer for the live band was real pretty and she was just in front of us cause my table was in front of the stage. Guess she's somewhere my age. If I was 5 years younger, i might have taken the move to talk to her. Somehow I just feel so tired just smiled at her when I was leaving and she smiled back. Cool huh? hahaha

sighs...

clueless... directionless... was lost in KL just now.. but somehow got to the correct road. Saw lots of people having fun near the clubs areas... laughing and jumping around in the street.. what's their motivation? what's their drive? hmm... just plain ol' alcohol? or more than that..

well... don't intend to be as crazy as them. Just want to be who He has made me to be. Even if many people hates me for who I am, as long as He thinks I'm ok.. i'm satisfied.


good nite y'all..
headache maximum..

ciaoz.

my weekend..

got home about 5 this morning. Woke up bout 9am. Strangely enough, can't sleep already. Maybe i'll feel sleepy in French class later. hahaha.

got to work bout 11+ last night and was told that the real work only starts at 8+ this morning. Sat and talked with my colleague till about 2am and left office to join CheeWai for the Holland France match which proved to be worth watching. 5 goals. Holland needless to say, trashing France 4-1. Well, my prediction was 3-0 so I was quite close right? hahaha.

well, everyone's still asleep right now. Parents are awake, reading the newspaper. bro and sis(s) all still tiduring. Now who went to work at night? hahaha. Attending yet another wedding tonight. Opportunity to learn how to throw a good wedding ceremony in the future. Muahaha.

what to do ar? thinking of going out but it's already 11am. Don't want to be too rush for my french class later. Maybe a game of yahoo pool? or some quick CS shooting? still thinking. Too lazy to do other things. Anyway I'm suppose to rest on the weekends right?

oritey... guess i'll really go do something.

ciaoz..

being a witness....

home..

witnessed a marriage just now.. as in was a witness to a marriage registration just now. hehehe. signed someone away. muahaha.

somehow i was abit kan cheong while signing. Scared sign wrongly, pen no ink half way, etc. glad everything was alright. Glad i was a witness. First time... so anyone else want to find witness? hahaha. Real joyous occasion though it was just for like 30mins. really an honour to be there. Now they are officially married!! hahaha.

orite.. really have to go sleep for awhile. Nite and day somehow got mixed up a little in my bio clock. Next week gonna be worse. Have to be healthy, cant afford to fall sick for the next couple of weeks. Sick oso have to work!..

tiduring in ...
3
2
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project launch...

got home about 1am this morning. After taking a bath, sat downstairs while savoring my tofu and salted vege soup, I watched the game played between Croatia and Germany. First game my prediction was wrong. Sighs. Now my pool abit cacat already. Hopefully Croatia lose the next game and Germany wins the next game. Hahaha.

did not watched the whole game as I was just too too exhausted after a long day of work. Today will be better. Leaving office at about 1pm later to go for A&J's marriage registration. Hopefully nothing goes wrong in office or else, they cant get married and I'll be the cause. hahaha. nolar just kidding. Even if servers crash, storage crash, I'll still go!! privillege man. First time being a witness to a marriage. Cool...

gonna be busy the next couple of weeks.. need sharp mind. Can't screw things up at this time...
back to work.

yay... project launch today...
please.. no problem!!!

ciaoz.

=)

finally....

finally, the pool has been won. Unfortunately i knew i had no chance after 25 minutes of the game. Hahaha. Poor John, honey on the lips but yet to savour the sweetness. Hahaha.

had a good time chatting with a very good friend last night. Worries are written on his forehead. Hopefully he'll feel much better today. Decided to spend at least a day per week with good friends to either catch up or just be there for them. Must always remember not too give advise when I'm not asked to. Lead to too many problems after that. hahaha

today's thursday... hmm what am I going to do tonight? that is if I get off from work early. Or else i'll just stay at home, laze around till 12 to catch the game between Germany and Croatia. Hahaha. Euro fever starting to pick up already. After this, Olympics!!! yea.. should take leave to watch at home lah.


better go start work. tons of problems already. Just been told, have to work late tonight.
Great.


ciaoz
=)

earliest to work... yayy..

in office earliest.. hahaha

slept extremely well yesterday after a long and tiring game of futsal. Must say that this is the best sleep i've gotten for a long long time. Legs still hurting, sprained my right hand a little. Thanks to the keeper session for a game. Forgotten to apply some medicine, still aching..

no one got the score right again today. It's Spain 4-1 Russia hahaha.. looks like it's gonna roll over to another day again..

gonna go download some latest patches now. It's patching day again. Strange thing that we have to manually download the patch every month.

when is June going to be over? hahaha. I like being busy but this project is killing. Never knowing what's going to happen next. Super unpredictable... like life only.

orite. better get started with work. Don't want to stay here till 10pm.
good morning!!!

ciaoz.
=)

Beautiful Morning...

hahaha... slept at 11pm last night so did not post anything.woke up a couple of times but missed the match between holland and italy... no one guessed it right cause Holland was in a class of it's own. Dull game between France and Romania. Hahaha so far so good. My prediction for the entire Euro still correct. Hehehe...

Woke up at the right side of bed today. Actually i really did. Hahaha. But well, real happy today. Looking forward for lots of jobs today. then again.. cant wait for June to be over. Lots of unwanted problems happening here and there with the current project and some relationships turning sour amongst colleauges due to these problems. Hope everything will be back to normal once this project is done and over with. Futsal is on tonight. Can't wait to score some goals.

had a fun time at my PBE class last night. Really felt like a kid there. Hahaha. Had a good time at gym too thereafter. really have to spend more time there to justify the monthly fees i'm paying for. Have not attended any classes before. Maybe I should join taichi class. hahaha.

orite.. more people in already. Have to start work. Phone calls are also coming in already.

to all... Good Morning and May the good Lord bless you and keep you safe always!!!

ciaoz
=)

tiredness... end of weekend.

Slept from 2pm till about 5pm today..

somehow that's becoming a routine on Sunday. Must be accumulated tiredness from the entire week.

without realizing it, it's already half way past year 2008. Been an incredible year so far. Good times, bad times.. you name it I got it. But through it all, God has been good and has always been there to see my through thick and thin. Not too sure what the other half of the year has for me but will surely be patient enough to wait and see as days unfold by itself.

had a nice time planning and discussing for A&J's wedding. Being a wedding coordinator is quite cool after all. I think this is the 3rd wedding i'm coordinating. Building up an impressive resume. hahaha. If ever public bank has no use of my service already then i'll start my own wedding planners company. Got the slogan already... "The journey of love begins here..." hahaha..

discount for all who know me. For those who don't, depends lah.. if you can tell me why you want to marry your wife/husband with a good enough reason then 10% discount up front. Cool eh?

ok lah.. i'm going off already. Thinking of just reading some books till I fall asleep.

good night all and be ready for the week ahead, don't be a victim to the Blue Monday!! hahaha

ciaoz
=P

1 down.. 3 to go.

yupp.. 3 more weddings for the next 3 weeks.

enjoy attending weddings cause it gives you ideas of how yours should be... but if you're at the age where, why another wedding? but not mine? then it's a little not too enjoyable to be at a wedding.. =)

well, was at church for almost the whole day from wedding ceremony to saturday service... then rushed off to Hyatt where for the first time, do not need to wait for the food to be served cause we practically arrived at the time the first dish was about to be served. Hahaha.

must be abit blur yesterday cause I thought I did write about it and I did update my blog but well, hehehe.. maybe blogged in my dreams though. Pastor said something real cool yesterday that on average humans dream 2 hours a night. Well, I think I did and I'm pretty sure it was more than 2 hours yesterday. Seems like an entire life was flashed before eyes. Hahaha. It was like the movie Scrooge where you actually see yourself in the 'movie'. Well, dreams are what made some of the most successful people in the world today. My ambition.. to be a dreamer. hahaha

alright, need to go make up to prepare for church. Just realized I need to say opening prayer for A&J's wedding... panic nya...

have a nice Sunday.. get all the rest you need before facing a new challenging week ahead..

adios..

ciaoz..
=)

game in progress.... =)

muahahaha... while waiting..

muahaha

when's my turn? =)

another week...

end of the week...time flies by really so quickly..

have not practise for PBE class yet. Sure gonna kena marah by teacher. Haha.
next week gonna be quite busy. Testing period for new servers and systems. Hopefully all's well.. next next week will be the ultimate test of all. Live date. Going to be on standby 24 hours. Must work on shift. Will be working at night for 3 nights from 10pm to 9am. Hopefully nothing goes wrong so can tidur awhile.. hahaha

had quite a good day today. Enjoyed my work. Got pretty lots of stuffs done today. Hopefully i'll get no calls this weekend. Gonna be busy too this weekend. Helping out in a wedding later and thereafter gonna be on duty for PA followed by the wedding dinner. Just gonna enjoy the makan, the programme, share the happiness and just be happy.

Very tired and sleepy now but in the middle of a game. Addicted to Literati recently and have been playing almost every night with cellies. Quite a challenging game and also a good time to catch up with them.

at the end of a week... as I reflect on the things i've learnt and the things i've yet to achieve... sure lots of areas to improve. Really need to reduce my ego and really start becoming a patient and ever ready to learn from others kinda person...

need humility.

must concentrate on my game.. or else i'll lose.
must win..
hahaha


ciaoz. =P

blogging for a reason..

before i start writing.. i'm going to laugh... hahahaha..
ok i'm being sarcastic... but well haha just being me.

today was good, had zhong for breakfast, mum made. Delicious.. yummy.
got to work one of the earliest and got my favourite parking space. Conversation topic for today is all about fuel price hike. Did a simple calculation and realized i'm going to unnecesarily spend almost 300bux more on petrol. Thanks to some people who are not running the show well enough.

had milo and biscuits for lunch coz was abit lazy to go out for lunch and was quite full too. Aircon was quite strong today. I think it was like 19degrees but felt more like 16. Ended work about 7pm, not too bad. Took a slow drive home and had chap fan for dinner. After dinner, continue reading my book for awhile before heading to the gym where I saw my big boss. Said hie and turned away quickly. Hahaha

Renewed my gym for another 2 years. Have not been utilizing it fully so going to make my money well spend this time around. Came home, surfed net. Answered a couple of mails and a couple of msn messages and had a nice chat with a good friend who gave me some pointers here and there and also some good and some not so good advises. hahaha juz kidding. Anyway, thank you for your time. Appreciate your advise. Will listen to it.

before i sign off... some comic to entertain y'all. Took it form Alicia's(cdpc) mail. Haha.. enjoy..

End of yet another day. Going to sleep now.

Good Nite.

ciaoz. =)

roller coaster ride...

i always wonder how it feels like to have extreme ups and extreme downs in life.

for the past couple of weeks I really felt the ups and downs and was at quite an extreme down level last night. Almost brought me back to where I started. But after a long conversation with God, I felt so much better this morning. It was a big relief.

decided to really really put everything down for awhile to concentrate on my work and to spend more time with my family and friends. Going to be busy for the next couple of months with projects, weddings to attend, church camp, etc. Can really see that I'll definitely learn lots of new things and will most certainly meet lots of new faces and make new friends. Something really good is definitely gonna come out of this.

something i've managed to catch for the past few days would be the word "adaptability". Sometimes when we are throwned to a completely foreign situation, we panic, we lose direction, we cry out. But after awhile, we somehow get used to it and we managed to adapt. So I would say I'm going through an adaptability phase. Well, everyday there's sure to be new challenges awaiting us so I really do not intend to dwell in past problems anymore so that I can really move on to face bigger challenges in life.

world inflation sure to happen. Economy crisis predicted to happen soon too. Well, better be ready. Must really learn how to live below means.. Can still enjoy life but not luxurious life lah.

2mr marks the highest one-time increase for petrol in malaysian history. Lots of people will feel it and definitely there'll be a ripple effect to other things as well.. rice, flour, eggs, bread.. etc

muz eat bread already... hahaha eat Jusco bread. muahaha

k lah..

nite y'all..
going out to see people line up at petrol station.. hehehe jk.


a comic for all.



ciaoz.

proper closure to a beautiful journey.

what will be the single most difficult decision you have to make in life. Well, I just made one this morning and I'm not going to regret it cause i prayed the whole night and He gave me all the courage and bravery in the world to make the decision.

Lots to write, don't know where to start..

well..Enjoy this beautiful day knowing that He has made it beautiful for you and I. Trusting God is not an easy thing to do, not because He is not trustworthy but because I have to admit I'm a person with little faith. Over the pass few weeks, i've learnt how to really depend on Him. Boss say don't pray for a challenge cause you will regret it. Well, I think I understand what that means.

amazing journey I had, will never ever trade it with anything.
Thank you Lord for the experience. Made me realize I'm not too bad after all.

Dear Lord,
When I'm weak, You're strong.
When I'm lost, You're my guide.
When I'm afraid, You're my refuge
When I'm helpless, You're my help.
When I'm doubtful and dumbfounded, You're the answer.

Everyday I need to be reminded that indeed I know not what tomorrow holds but I know who holds tomorrow.

The joy of the Lord is my strength. I'm claiming it for my life too.

Amen.

dad's birthday...

work was good today...

got tied down with quite alot of thinking work to do so it was good. Used my brain juice rightly. hahaha. I think nearing the mega project, work is definitely picking up speed. More work coming my way and I'm loving it. Everything went smoothly today till I was about to leave about 6pm and 3 servers came crashing down at the same time. Strange but true. No virus, no power trip, no hardware malfunction. Gave a call to Microsoft China to open a critical A case and got almost immediate response. Stayed on till about 7pm and have to leave to celebrate dad's birthday. Colleague took over and am grateful.

Makaned near ruby theatre, restaurant called Lucky Seafood. Food was not bad. Highly recommended by Granddad. Makaned about 7 dishes and was quite full. Came home makaned cake and gave dad his birthday present. An antic looking mechanical watch from Germany. I think he likes it. Phew, not everyday I managed to get a present that the recipient likes.. hehehe. Thank God. Glad I share the same view with dad on how God is ever present in our lives and how we can always trust Him to provide for us in whatever situation we may be in. My prayer is that God would continue to bless my dad with good health and grant him his heart's desires. I trust that He indeed will do so.

After makaned, Richard came over for an interview on education. Glad we could all help him. Enjoyed the interview session and also some photography session. Guess I'm going to be a star... hahaha.. jk..

Another day passed me by. End result today.... HAPPY.

gonna really be happy and joyful everyday. Doesnt matter if i'm labelled as a joker or a clown. As long as I bring happiness.. true happiness to all, I'll be super happy too.

if ever I get to choose how I live my life. I think i'll decide on the same route. Of course slight improvements here and there but still pretty satisfied with everything I've achieved. Looking forward to more happy times ahead and honestly I've learnt so much for the past couple of months. Wouldnt want to trade them away for anythig.

Dear Lord,
Thank You so much for everything that You blessed me with.
My achievements today speaks of Your ever abiding grace and Your countless blessings.
I do not know what tomorrow holds but I'm most certainly glad that I know You who holds tomorrow.

Amen.

nite y'all...

We know not what tomorrow brings ...

We know not what tomorrow brings ...
Although we plan ahead For only God alone can know ... the pathway we must tread.
We cannot know the future ...
not one minute nor one hour Each circumstance that we must face ... lay only in His power.
It's vital that we live by faith ...
from minute unto minute And trusting that each step we take ... He's walking with us in it.
We cannot see the future ...
nor the trials we must face But in all things, God promised us ... sufficiency of grace.
This alone should give us hope ...
whatever be our plans In knowing that our future lies ... in His sweet, loving hands.

-Betty Purser Patten

thanks wee lee... somehow I needed it today.

Good morning America... oops Malaysia i mean.

sunday flew by like it was just a few hours.

did lotsa things yesterday.. from sleeping at 3am after drinking session to waking up at 10am, spent sometime at home before proceeding to church at about 12pm.. did lots of planning for Church camp. Enjoyed the discussion session, lots of laughter and lots of evil smiles thinking of how people will suffer... hahaha i meant enjoy. Need to finalize the team building events and also the talent night activity. After the activity, had lunch with Boss and then on the way home bought some Yim Kuk kai for Leng's family. Got to see her awhile to pick up my chocolate from langkawi too. And when I mean awhile it's like thanks, bye. Hahaha. but it's enough lah. Got to see her and it's like.. wah.. yayy.. hahaha. Like small boy seeing magnum ice cream for the first time.

went home and slept from 330 to 730. Something went wrong somewhere in my head I guess. Woke up super blur. hahaha. ate some "got taste rice" for dinner then went to pyramid to shop for dad's birthday present. I think there's a huge difference how a guy shops and how a girl shops. I just go into a shop, see the item I want, go to the counter, pay and cabut. hahaha. Bought a few shirts for myself too. Thought I took a long time but ended up only spending about an hour in pyramid. Went home thereafter, went online and chat with friends. Then after that Literati... hahaha

enjoyed talking with Counselor Ling and BoonYee. Shared and also got lots of advises. Really am privilleged and honored to have people who cares so much, who gives me encouragements freely.

well, that was how my Sunday went by. Today's Monday. First working day of the week. Must start the week with happiness and joyfulness, excitement and lesser expectation. Must be less demanding, and easily satisfied. This way, I can be a happier person.

have a good day y'all..

ciaoz..

something different for a change...

without realizing it, it's already June.

had a busy day today... slept about 4am this morning after playing 2 rounds of literati which of course I won.. hahaha. Got up about 9am and at about 10am went out for a drink with a friend who needs some assistance for his cover story. Enjoyed the cathing up session and I think I really can be of use to more people nowadays and I enjoy being able to help. After minum, got home and decided to take a short nap before my French class. Learnt alot at French class and really had a good time laughing with pronounciation and phrases. Hopefuly one day when I go over to France, people will be able to understand me.

After French, went over to church cause I was on duty as PA. Learnt a new song that really ministered to me. A song called "Yesus Kekuatanku" written by an indonesian band. Although there were just a small group at church today, but I know God was there in our midst. After church, came home changed and decided to YouTube the band and listen to the song again. Brought me to tears but I enjoyed being ministered. Left house at about 9pm for a drinking session with Aaron and some of my schoolmates. Really enjoyed just drinking and talking just about anything. Friends have been encouraging knowing what I went through and I must say that some of these friends barely know me although we know each other for years, yet they do care. Spent some time talking with a friend who is also going thru a somewhat similar situation but I would think he had it worst than me. Offered some advise and also offered to listen. Going to make it a commitment to be there for him and also to commit my next week to pray for him.

Wanted really to see her today but i know it's not possible. Again, prayed about it and the feeling slowly subside. Wonder how long this feelng will last. Selfishly, I do not want it to end but then again, not up to me to think but up to God to plan for me.

Glad Aaron and Joyce are getting married. Seeing people I know get married really makes me so happy cause i get to witness 2 people being in love, making a commitment to spend the rest of their lives together. I know one day I would have that day too.. but again, not going to think too much on it.

Supposed to be half drunk but once I on my PC, I'm super awake again. Johnnie Walker and tequila burning my throat and stomach but head still very clear. Guess i'm going to lose my voice tomorrow or should I say later.

Just an advise to all that there are bound to be problems in everyone's life. It's a matter of choice whether to overcome it or to linger on at the same place. I chose to overcome and seriously sometimes I still linger on but knowing that God is there pulling me through gives me great encouragement to overcome.

going to just chill a little and to just be who He wants me to be. Whatever comes my way, let it come and i'll gladly take on whatever He has planned for me. Easy to say but difficult to implement. Need grace, more grace..... I know He will provide.


nite y'all.

ciaoz.